Here's another secret.
I suck at relaxing!
The moment I settle in I start thinking about all the things
I should be doing instead. I get a little anxious and agitated. I'll force myself to stay put until my mind gets the best of me. Little voices start calling me a "lazy bastard" and my secret desire to simply relax is now hijacked. And I get up and DO something.
I'm still learning how to just BE a person who feels relaxed. I love the "idea" of BEING that man...but it's a battle.
And THAT is why we do these retreats!
They are for us. You're invited, of course. But we're going with or without you!